Things can change in a blink of an eye. Your mood, the weather, your hopes and dreams and your worries and fears. And its amazing how one thing can just take away everything and make it feel like nothing is changing. Thats how i feel right now, i feel like nothing is changing but i feel like im moving forward with life, myself and generally everything. But I am one to get wrapped up in my own little bubble and to over exaggerate things, so in a days time i could be completely different. Like i said, things can change in a blink of an eye.
But theres been this one thing in my life now for only a lil while which seems to be a constant. I can rely on this one thing to ground me and bring me back to earth. Even though its the same thing that gets me wrapped up in my own lil bubble.
yes I still want to move back to devon, but i could do that later. I could stay in bristol, yate for a couple years and then move on. But im not making plans, im fed up of making long term plans. Im gonna live for the here and now, well, ish. You have to plan certain things ;)
But yeah, this one thing - I am so glad its entered my life. Makes me happy, makes me smile. And i hopes stays in my life for a long long time, because that thing, is the thing thats keeping me in Yate, and more importantly, keeping me going on with life :)