when i think of a perfect life, it really couldnt be more different from what it is now. Im not talking about having millions of pounds, a fancy house, fancy lifestyle and being famous or whatever, i mean that would be nice, but its just a fantasy. Its not going to happen.
I am just a distinctly average joe. I have a day job, i work hard for little money, never go anywhere, never fulfil life dreams, pay my taxes, retire, and die.
And if im going to do that, i at least wanna be happy when i do it, right?
Can you be happy when you do it? Course you can.
Its all about the who,what,why,when,where and how.
It depends on who you are with.
What you are doing as a job, and socially.
Why you do it, what are your reasons?
When you do things in your life, its all about timing.
Where do you live your life.
And how do you do everything.
Pretty vague things, but if you think about it, if all these things are positive your life would be pretty perfect.
I have never had a good circle of mates, i have a couple of close people around me but they come and go.
Im beginning to hate my job and i dont have a social life.
I do things, because i have to. If i didnt, i would die.
My timings in life have always been shit.
I live my life in the wrong place, feels like another country.
And how do i do everything? Pretty damn lazily.
I dont give a flying monkeys about anything tbh. I really really dont. If by a miracle i did win the lottery, there are plenty of things i would love to do, but in the end, all i wanna do is lay in bed and watch tv, play xbox and be on my laptop.
I dont care for anything, i dont even care for myself. I only eat, because my body needs at least one small meal a day. If i had my way i wouldnt eat at all. I am perfectly fine with wasting away in my bed.
Yeah its a pretty loserish thing to do, but thats how much i just dont care.
I dont care.
About anything.
I really, really don't.
