Everything just go away, please?

I want everything to disappear.. I want to be in devon.. I want to be fit and healthy.. I want to stop being so stubborn.. I want some money.. I want to stop giving up so easy.. I want memories to be erased.. I want to learn to fight.. I want to stop being left behind.. I want to impress.. I want to feel the sea breeze passing through me.. I want to run and never stop.. I want to hide.. I want to stop being such a fuck up.